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clubbing...
Aug. 19th, 2005 02:48 am... is so much different here than in Dallas. And it really shouldn't be, I think, except maybe that this is more "my turf" and so I feel more inhibited, that I have a mold that I would be breaking out of, a social identity that doesn't exist in Dallas because there, I don't exist. And I don't care.
But I did come *this* close several times to just dropping my pool cue (yes, I played three games of pool at Zero) and just giving myself up to the music. Some awesome stuff. Much, much, much better than the dreck in December. Of course, I was given the impression that tonight was special, that tonight was a special gathering night or something.
Was propositioned, declined. With some practice I could become a decent pool player, maybe. Saw only a few people. Had a horrible urge to start spinning poi about 1am, closest I got to that was spinning my necklace around a bit.
But I did come *this* close several times to just dropping my pool cue (yes, I played three games of pool at Zero) and just giving myself up to the music. Some awesome stuff. Much, much, much better than the dreck in December. Of course, I was given the impression that tonight was special, that tonight was a special gathering night or something.
Was propositioned, declined. With some practice I could become a decent pool player, maybe. Saw only a few people. Had a horrible urge to start spinning poi about 1am, closest I got to that was spinning my necklace around a bit.
