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CO 2015 recap
Jul. 31st, 2015 09:33 pmBusiness has been good, as usual. I feel like I've gotten in a rut and that I'm not putting in the work I should; that I should focus more on improving, not just keeping pace.
About two weeks ago I completely lost motivation to work out at all, not even the 2 days a week I've been doing here, and took a week off. Then last Friday I was actually into it again, but today, again, I'm indifferent. Aren't you supposed to get endorphins or dopamine when you exercise?
No concerts here this show, but I got to go to Milk Bar every week, and every week Di drove, so I got to drink and just totally have fun and dance. Until I got a crush on a boy, and it got awkward. *sigh* I mostly want to lose myself in the music, so interpersonal interactions on the floor are just not something that I feel comfortable with, and then to compound it with my shyness and the difficulty of communicating in that environment.... Oh well. At least the music was great.
Oh, so much great music! DJ Edminister led me to two great albums, a new X Marks the Pedwalk, and Camouflage. I found an amazing project, Shutterdown, and wish it were better known. Another "late to the party" find was Lavantgarde.
About two weeks ago I completely lost motivation to work out at all, not even the 2 days a week I've been doing here, and took a week off. Then last Friday I was actually into it again, but today, again, I'm indifferent. Aren't you supposed to get endorphins or dopamine when you exercise?
No concerts here this show, but I got to go to Milk Bar every week, and every week Di drove, so I got to drink and just totally have fun and dance. Until I got a crush on a boy, and it got awkward. *sigh* I mostly want to lose myself in the music, so interpersonal interactions on the floor are just not something that I feel comfortable with, and then to compound it with my shyness and the difficulty of communicating in that environment.... Oh well. At least the music was great.
Oh, so much great music! DJ Edminister led me to two great albums, a new X Marks the Pedwalk, and Camouflage. I found an amazing project, Shutterdown, and wish it were better known. Another "late to the party" find was Lavantgarde.
